Leagues away...#2

.....what really scares him is that as distant as she's made herself, he still can't control how he feels about her, he's almost certain, she's found another and is not letting this work, but even if she's with another, she's still what he wants.

He still writes mental letters to her, remembers songs he sang to her, words and moments shared, but now....it doesnt matter much. She's loving another each sleepless night he has, he feels it deep because he's had himself deeply connected to her.

Yet she's silent about it all, he's not stupid but he forces himself to be naive and gullible, because he wants to believe. He still wishes to hold her again even if it's just once more, he wants to feel her close to him once again, he needs to smell her skin and her aura around him, to look her in the face and say his goodbyes to lose a love that he's sure is his and will always have his heart, while silently hoping it's still a nightmare he'll wake up from.

Fin!