RaY's WoRlD

"RaYmOnD's MiNd"

"Where's the fun in this?, how come I'm no more than I am now?

What went wrong???

I'm handsome, drive a nice car, have money but yet and still..."

"Where's the thrill in youthful living?, I need something more....A steady girl perhaps??"

Somewhere, somehow in his mind, he know's he's being played;

On the outside he's some hotshot playa,

Gets who he wants, till he's tired and then moves on to the next..

On the inside, he's soft as a jelly fish...

"Who is She?, she's real pretty..." he wonders to himself.

He's had spells of one-night stands,

Streaks of conquered foes,

but on his insides, he finds himself very lonely,

He tries to get close but like with the last time, he starts off very well, they become friends and for some unexplained reason, they part not even with a goodbye. It starts with silly excuses, then unanswered calls then... poof! She dissapears and he's back where he started...

Angered from his last spell, he picks up yet another and this time, she's not for keeps,

He's in an uncontrolled "heartbreak-playa life"cycle.

"How do i get this feeling off of me?", he asks himself everyday.

He takes the last drag from his 'J', he's as high as he possibly can be;

Stands up cleans himself up, Sprays his cologne and freshens up...off for yet another empty date.